-Sunday, July 15, 2012 ' 10:44 PM Y
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Is that wedding bells I hear?
Lately babylove's been talking about marriage. Just today, you brought it up twice alrdy. In the past hour..
I was reading bryan's dogs' blog & wasn't really paying attention when suddenly i hear ".. wait for you finish studies then we can get married" & I was like huh.. You carried on by asking " Would your mummy let if we get married." I said no & you laughed it off and said you don't care since you not marrying her.
You hung up accidentally but you called me back, during which you said you'll call me again after work but you asked me not to wait up for you. I asked why and you said cos you take 30mins to go home you later I tired. You asked me to sleep early. Then you said, " Wa talk like we husband & wife"
Just this afternoon, I told you that sometimes I think we've got no future tgt" You called & scolded me, saying I was sprouting nonsense.. :/
Even since that night after Beer Market, the night I asked if you wanted me to let go, if you wanted me to disappear form your life, you've been treating me better.. That was the one time I can remember me being so important to you. The 1 time you actually show that you're scared of losing me..
That night was that 1 time I really was so tired of feeling sad, I felt numb enough to ask you that. Other times I would have been afraid that your answer would be to ask me to leave, instead of holding me back..
